I Hope You Are Well

I Hope You Are Good..

I woke up today feeling better... still thinking of you of course lol but im good I have to remember you need this space... I wasn't able to go see my little man this weekend I really miss him. but I spoke to Carmen it would have been for one day anyway. so this weekend coming up or next im definitely getting him! I miss him... so im definitely looking forward to that.  I wonder how you are doing. Im always hesistant to text and interrupt you now... I dont want to be a nuissance. But how can you fight love? shit I love you and my heart wants to go full force but I keep hitting the brakes.... So I just continue to put it in the universe. I did alot of deep thinking about my family and the man I want to be.... its crazy how clear life is becoming to me Mary... past 30 days ive really applied myself....no days missed in the gym, no days missed praying, cold plunging, journaling, .......im trying... All I can do is sit back and recall everything that feeds your love language and im trying to fulfill your appetite... well i know you are coming back soon and im looking forward to it. i know you said you will have more time this week so hopefully I can get some of your time... well I love you Mary and ill pray for you and continue to put our love in the universe. LOVE YOU!