WHY I LOVE YOU

Mary, You Are My Greatest Blessing

Still Choosing You

Interiors with Color & Character

Based in Totronto, Canada

My Apology

I need to say something without defending myself...

What I said to you about the grease fire was cruel. It was evil. And it was completely beneath the man I’m supposed to be. I attacked the most painful chapter of your life. The very thing that shaped your strength. And I did it just to win an argument.

There is no excuse for that.


You survived something that could have broken anyone. Instead, you built purpose from it. You built FIRE The Resilience Project from it. You built strength from it.

And I used it as a weapon.


I am ashamed of that. Not because I want you back. But because that is not how a man protects someone he loves.


You deserved protection from me — not harm from me. & I just needed you to know that I see what I did clearly now.

WHAT I MISS..

I need to say something without defending myself...

I miss the way you used to stare at me like I was the most confusing human being God ever created.  LOL BUT YET ALWAYS HAD THAT SEXY CONFIDENCE BEHIND YOUR LOOKS ....

OR HOW ABOUT I’d ask for something simple…LIKE CHAPSTICK FOR EXAMPLE... LOL..and you’d turn it into a full episode of “Let Me Mess With Gary Real Quick.” BUT YOU SEE .... I MISS THIS.....

I REALLY SIT BACK AND THINK HOW YOU WERE THE FOUNDATION TO IT ALL...IT WASN'T JUST US.... THIS WAS A FAMILY YOU BUILT AND I MISS YOU BOTH.....

It still confuses me how we’d look at each other and already know. WE WOULD BE SO IN SYNC WITH EACH OTHER THAT THE VIBE NATURALLY FLOWS... I MISS THE FUN WE CAN CREATE IT THE STRANGEST MOMENTS....

I’ve always admired your ambition. Your resilience. The way you keep moving forward no matter what. You inspire more than you know. I love you, Mary. And I miss the presence of that strength in my life.

The way we gravitate towardS each other like magnets…

No hesitation.
No second guessing.

Just natural connection.

WE WERE ALWAYS NATURALLY LOCKED IN WITHOUT TRYING!

I LOVE YOU...

I MISS YOU...