A Day of Rest & Peace

A Day Of Rest & Peace...IMY

First & Foremost I hope you have a phenomenal day ❤️. I am so happy to be off this weekend it’s not even funny m. All I want to do is eat, watch movies, and cuddle with Bary lol which is exactly what I did lol. I made videos for you at 3am but i was just eating cucumbers and green beans bored thinking of you lol i watched them and pulled my self away from putting them in here lol!  I saved it so maybe I’ll change my mind. But I miss you….. as always that’s not new information for you to read. Lol 

I spoke to Shey tonight we had a beautiful convo about you. lol she told me yall talked. She really does like you Mary 🙄 lol and so does my mom she always asks about you! So that convo made me feel good at heart… i don’t know my heart has just been very full lately and now i want to increase the bar… I really am happy about these changes internally I feel… can’t necessarily show them but I feel very good. I feel like I’m in pursuit of me…. So Monday I’m gonna to implement my eating and Bulk strategy….. no more missing gym… pray twice a day morning and night…. STOP SMOKING. And to continue to miss and think about you every step of the way ….

I really wish you knew what just the thought of you does to me…. The strength and confidence it builds in me…. It’s really indescribable. But I’m not gonna go into explaining that I just want you to know I’m thankful, & blessed to learn Life from you… the softer version of life. ❤️ I love you Mary and your family. Just want you to know my heart beats for you all and my prayers are always sent for you alls protection… I love you Mamitaa❤️......

below are just some moments for you baby...

its something about him being close to me.... i just take advantage of every moment i can love on him & you....

I did not want to to give you these videos because once i played them back i felt corny af lol.... but i want to be intentional with you and if i say im going to do something i always wanna come through for you... so since I said i was gonna show you heres two of them. lol

You and my son are by far the best blessing this earth has given me... I've always imagined this version of the man I'm. becoming and I'm defintiely about to increase the bar... I just pray this universe lets you know you are my everything and everything that surrounds you... and I will never stop building my strength and confidence for you... I feel it.