Smiling From my Heart.

Smiling From My Heart...

I catch myself smiling a little bit more. Watching you leave has always been difficult but now… I’m appreciating the time more and your presence. I don’t want to risk losing any moments with you! I guess that’s saying I love and I miss you right… lol went to Gee’s party it was pretty dope definitely a good time not a lot of people there just family and his friends lol. I also want to say thank you for the random text messages and calls… that truly makes me feel good just hope I’m returning it back to you! I always appreciate you and i appreciate you letting me in slowly! I can see you Mary…. Loud and clear and my heart is in tune with you. I call myself missing Bary today as well! It’s like when y’all both leave I’m right back lonely af lol but i really do appreciate all this time you’ve been giving me. 

I’m not gonna be able to go to Georgia. Clearly i have an issue underneath my car…. It’s been having me in a mood all day but it’s no worries it will get fixed. I just hate i can’t get to my little man. And this is exactly why i don’t go out 🙄 but we didn’t do anything big anyway just drinking the garage and that was about it. Really just his homeboys and the boys girls. They all keep asking about you to! Definitely the girls! But maybe in due timing they will see you again! But that’s my journal for the day! Of course I’ve prayed for you and your family and will always continue to do so! I love you Mary.