A workday with you…

A workday with you.

Only if you knew how anxious I was to know you were coming to sit with me at the job today…. lol I’m like a kid in a candy store when it comes to you. Just can’t get no candy 😂😂😂 lol I’m JP but the enjoyment and the happiness it brings to me to know that you are coming is everything. It’s like you’ve introduced me to a different passage of loving you…. My heart always drops when you pull up… but then at the same time I find myself getting lost in your beauty…. I can stare at you for the remainder of my life line. And lord you almost made me feel some type of way when you ready your journal in front of me …. Omg i almost told you to stop that lol I guess that was me being a little embarrassed lol but for what…. I’m not trying to hide my love for you. Like you look soooooo good! Eye contact is much deeper….. the hugs are becoming longer, the anticipation always grows stronger when you are on the way… see this is the way I should have been loving you before! But you make me commit to this. You make me see the real definition of true love and what it takes to fight for the ones you care about. I don’t see my self losing the battle to get your love back…. And that’s because i know my soul is tied to yours…. I know it is….. you stared me down when you was leaving the parking lot…. And i proceeded to stare you right back down… and not in a negative way! How can i describe it….. let’s just the stare gave me something to look forward to…. Deeper than physical but a mental intimacy out of this world….. it’s a glow about you…. Your energy gives off this aura that makes me feel unstoppable around you Mary. It makes me feel like I can give you everything…. From the tingle in my bones and the shivers in my feet….. you have my mind, body and soul….. and I just want to say Thank you Mary for being just absolutely fucking incredible. I use to beg God for you to see me…. Pray everyday! Mary just the thought of you pushes me beyond measures….. i want a peaceful life with you…. A ring in your finger…. A garden…. Animals…. And powerful conversation everyday that refills your heart everytime you feel empty…..

You are the reason I am the man im becoming….