ACCESS...

ACCESS....

I sat back and thought. You were always accessible to me when I needed something. No matter what it was. So as a man like i said my main concern is you healing….Talking to you today was everything but I felt the love in return from you. I want to make this the last journal entry about how I feel about the things you’re doing…. And not in A bad way lol just think you need more healing instead of more things to read and these talks…. I’m tired of thinking about what I did in the past…. And staying there will not let me progress for you. But this strength of yours…. This resilience you putting yourself first and realizing how much you’ve invested into me. I think that’s is beautiful Mary to see you grow. I extremely loved how we handled today’s call. All i wanted to do was listen to you…. I heard you Mary. Every single word. There wasn’t one thing you could say to me to make me think otherwise for my wrong doings. But today marks a new day and the present is all I’m worried about. In 100 percent here for your healing Mary and I will always allow you to heal ❤️ and yes remove my access because if you ever give it back….. I’m sinking in your love Mary. I……Love….. You…. And i don’t see it any other way.