You are just everything Mary... These past couple of days i've been trying to put my words in this journal but I've just been completely side tracked and lost in the moment with you. Talking to you everyday, keeping up with your family, you keeping me in the loop with your financial status..... I just want you to know I appreciate you Mary. I'm accepting you with nothing but comfort and love. I always want you to know with me is a safe place for you. In my heart and soul I will always do what I have to protect you! But I'm just very proud of you! Which is exactly why I named the title of this journal entry you....
It all start with you Mary....No matter how we try to re-write this story you are the main character in this novel. I'm proud of your fitness journey, I'm proud of you for maintaining your health and weight, I'm proud of you for being the light and love your family needs in their healing moments, I'm proud of you for being a great mother all around. Those kids are yours, Bary, and the icing on the cake is Momma Honey is always welcome to Liam being her little one as well. You are the band-aid to everyones wounds.... Without you life just seems dull and boring...... But the life you have given me is whats amazing. I just want to pour into you and remind you of your worth everyday! Because the more and more I talk to you, and the more I hear about you being there for others, and the more I see you.....I fall deeper and deeper.
Also let me mention I got a new feeling from you..... The day you stopped by the shop and you came to see the webpages I created... how close you were to me when we were viewing them was everything....I honestly couldn't speak.....It was something about you being next to me and near me that gave me goosebumps.....lol I wanted to tell you right there but I didn't want to ruin the moment. I was once lost for a quick second in you again lol ..... you were very close to me and you usually don't come that close to me but that moment was just you at comfort and doing it naturally. and most importantly I just want you to know your energy is unmatched and the woman you are becoming is the same exact woman I saw when i was introduced to you.... you've always had the power in you to become whatever you wanted in life.... and i'm glad to be an addition to you....
