Love, Growth, and Ten Dollars

Love, Growth, and Ten Dollars...

Mary….. idk what to say anymore….how do I go through all of the feelings I’ve experienced today. It started with a call….. a call that literally made my heart drop. Games and a movie…. I’ve been completely lost all day. And then seeing Mia…. I wanted to cry Mary….. I felt like I didn’t give you as much attention as I was suppose to lol but you understand right lol? You have to understand Mary Mia was my everyday friend after she got off that bus lmao. Seeing her so grown touched my heart because I’m so proud of her Mary! All of these kids I have so much love for them it’s not even funny. 

And don’t get me started on my family coming over there …. Lord have mercy…. But I’m happy it went the way it did… I actually went through so many emotional phases when he was over there talking to us. When he touched your scars and asked what happened low key I was very very protective at heart…. But he approached you with love as all of my family would! I just know that situation and you recovering was something hard for you to overcome. And me being here I just automatically feel the need to protect you always! And then he gave Mia ten dollars!! ❤️ That touched my heart so much! Lol Mia is like my young best friend! She really always had my back but most importantly yours because she is not playing about her HONEY LOL.

If I could control time…. I would pause every moment I was with you. These moments I have of seeing you hold so much weight in my heart..it’s not even funny…. So understand when I say I am truly thankful Mary..